Confusion Of My Life

A bullet gaping hole through my head,

I was damsel in distress,

I'm so confuse,

did I still useful?

Think not but yes,

I dont know the answer,

why should I being so confuse like this,

maybe people around make me feel like this.

I doesn't care anymore what life mean,

I just know it make me so confuse,

why I doesn't feel any freedom?

I think it is coz that I am so stupid.

Could I change my life?

I'm so confuse about it,

why can't I be like others,

coz I'm so confuse.

Please somebody help me,

I need some light here,

a bright light that can kill darkness inside me,

and throw away all my curse I think.

Doesn't anyone care about me,

I guess I just bring a bad omen to them,

but I need someone to show me the right path,

if there is a right path?

My brain is like a time bomb,

just a single mistake than "kaboom",

I am what and what am I,

I cannot do anything.

Why, why this all happen to me,

maybe this is my fate,

it is so unfair,

it is better if I doesn't exist at this world.

I just only a trouble maker,

better I go kill myself,

I cannot accept all of my life,

good bye to all my friend, "kaboom".                                                                      Created By= Sabree